This is an open letter to someone who exited my life and left me asking nothing but questions. Why? What did I do? Where did […]
Stop Chasing People
In the last few weeks I’ve started to slowly cut people out I’d been chasing. After some serious internal reflection, I’d discovered why I was […]
Conquering Fears – Public Speaking
I started trying to conquer some of my fears recently. Public speaking has always been high on the list. Acting – no problem. But being […]
Poetry: A Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing – I Have Questions For You!
You were a wolf Wearing sheep’s clothing Weren’t You? Lightening for veins A Dagger through my heart Wasn’t it? Open relationship I gave you a […]
Considering Traveling Again But This Time….
I’ve been getting advertisements for Remote Year. It’s a service that sets everything up for you. You travel for 1 year, 6 months or 4 […]
Adventures in Apartment Lockouts
Yup, I got locked out of my apartment yesterday. The irony of it all was that I was leaving my humble abode to save money […]
I Played A Junkie Recently
Playing a junkie recently brought up some pretty powerful emotions and a deep gratefulness for sober life. A lot of times the negativity of it […]
Why I’m Grateful I Tried Polyamory
I dipped my toe in the polyamory world when I moved to LA back in 2015. My eyes were opened to this non-monogamy world filled […]
I Didn’t Want To Get Out of Bed
Today was really fucking hard to get out of bed. I wanted nothing more than to stay under the covers and block out the sun […]
I Scheduled My First Therapy Session in 4 Years
So, I did it. I’m back in therapy. I’ve been talking about it since moving to LA and leaving the therapist I used to see […]
I Love Breakup Songs
I Love Breakup Songs Playlist by Nikki Fresh (my DJ name lol) on Spotify Sure, breakups fucking blooooooooooow. I’ve had my fair share of breakups […]
A Suicide Letter I Wrote Drunk Once
I’m a member of a sober app that’s kind of like a Facebook account for Sober people. Yes, this thing exists and it’s actually been […]
6 Months Sober & Grateful
So yesterday I shared a little bit of my story on Instagram. It wasn’t easy but I did it. Even right this second as I […]
So You Think You’re Better Than Me Because You Don’t Drink…
Actually it’s quite the contrary, I DON’T think I’m better, I think I’m worse than you. I am the alcoholic, remember? I’ve been approached with […]
Those I’ve Pushed Away
I was recently scrolling through an app and found the image above. It stopped me dead in my tracks… Be Careful Who You Push Away… […]